Life on Replay

Do you ever feel like everyday is a repeat of the day before.  Maybe it’s a new day and the problems are different, but really, are they?

I took a weeks vacation from my day job last week and I am currently in the second day back and it’s business as usual.  Yesterday is today and today is yesterday.  I work in a retail environment, but not a typical situation.  Customer service is king in every retail environment, but I work not only with customers, but how the store us set.  It used to be an interesting job.  I’d visit 4 different stores a week and each store was different.  Same company, same work, but different people and challenges.  This made the job more interesting.  Now things have changed, I am in one store everyday, same people, same job, each day feels like the last and I just think, “it’s tuesday, only 4 days to Saturday…”

I Feel…the World is Coming Down

There is a war brewing inside me, well maybe not a war, but a conflict to be sure.  Sometimes, I feel like I have it together, I am self aware as I like to put it.  But then there are other times that I feel like the world is coming down on me, like now.   I feel an enormous amount of pressure, pressure to please, pressure to produce and I feel like a failure as a human being.  But that last part brings up too many questions, why are we here, what is the meaning of life and all that crap.  I am not looking for the meaning of life, just a happy life.
For the most part I have had it rough, from birth to this moment, life has not been easy.  Someone once said, “Bad shit happens to shitty people.”  Unfortunately,  I don’t this person thought about or allowed all the possibilities of a situation.  Would you call a new born baby a shitty person, if it were born into an unhappy marriage?  I should hope not, how about a two year old who is watching his mother go through a tough divorce and possible abuse?  Is the kid a shitty person, because these things are effecting that person, whether they like it or not.  Bad things happen to everyone, regardless of what kind of a person…  Most people do not ask for bad things to happen to them, it just does happen.

Podcast 14 is here!

Did you miss our second live show on Google Hangouts?  Well here it is, with the second live podcast and the strictly audio version via Podbean.

Nightfall Unlimited the Podcast taking a Hiatus

We are taking a little holiday hiatus, don’t hate us.  But the holiday’s are very important to us at Nightfall Unlimited as is our families.  So we will take a little break and come back strong in 2015.  Thank you to all who have stuck with us and continue to listen.  Happy Holidays!

Rayzor the Podcaster?

I have the bug, the podcasting bug.  Nightfall Unlimited has been up for nearly 3 years now and this past summer we started a podcast.  Check it out, it isn’t too bad, here is a link, click, Nightfall Unlimited…the Podcast.  It has been a lot of fun and the website itself, http://www.nightfallunlimited.com has been growing.  It has been growing in viewership and contributors.  Couple of major contributors are guys like my friend Richie or Intricate Idiot, Artest Jane Bush and my buddy Todd.

We are actually working on gaming month this month and almost time to podcast again.  I just feel like it is time to put it out there that I am podcasting and Nightfall Unlimited is doing well.  We are making a push to get a table at Wizard World St. Louis and maybe recording there, so that could be fun.  We are also possibly expanding and looking for new talent to write for our website.  Check us out and if you are interested, send an email to nightfallunlimited@gmail.com

Check us out and wish us luck on our next 10 podcasts.  Oh and if you are a twitter follower follow us @NightfallUNLTD and of Facebook, just search Nightfall Unlimited.